A girl 38 years old from big brother has died of anorexia today... not sure what else she’s done but she defo looked in worse nick than Prince Phillip.
Surprised Waitrose haven't sent me an e-mail yet telling me that they have expressed their condolences for her.
Having the level of body dysmorphia she must have had, in order to literally starve herself to death is truly inconceivable to me. Tragic, and quite how her family rationalise her death I’ve no idea.
Apparently she replaced her eating disorder with a gym addiction and was much healthier, both physically and mentally. Then the lockdown started and she couldn't go to the gym anymore. What a horrible bit of timing.
It is horrific, at some point, you must know on some level "I'm dying here." Or maybe you genuinely don't, your blinded too it
She obvs didn’t tackle her demons though, which she’d had since being a young child. It’s such an illogical condition that I can’t comprehend it.
It's a common problem with any addictive personality issues. Transference from one obsession to another. I doubt that many people really have a self-image that's that close to what other people see. Normally that's more about the internal. Some people just move it outside. It's a manifestation of self-hatred.
Im lolling cos I did too when I was green. Then I picked up over time. Quessy fukd'up. Ill never forget you once described me as a harmless monkey in a tree throwing **** at everything. You were actually backing me up about summin too. Probs @brb banning me cos he was a bully back then and kinda ruined my life. Nah bro I'm double figure on mission aborts. Technically I should have about 9, and that not including the London sperm Bank donations, 8 deposits, 3 were good to use so I said contactable. No knocks yet but the window is open currently