Sorry for your loss Febbos. As others have said, she sounds like a remarkable lady. You will have a lot of lovely memories.
Condolences Febbos. I hope that you are able to find the strength to get you through this. You never forget but it does get easier.
Our deepest sympathy for your loss pal. Your Mum sounds like she was a remarkable woman. She’ll stay with you in your thoughts, in your memories & in your heart. Rant line is open if needed!
Condolences Febbos. It’s so hard to lose your mum, it nearly broke me when I lost mine. No words can help you at the moment, you have just got to find the strength to get through it. And eventually things do get easier. Always remember how lucky you were to had such a great mother.
So sorry for your loss, our sincerest condolences to you, your family and your mums friends at this sad time. You're doing her proud pal Stay strong
Her funeral was yesterday (26/8) can't sleep. Currently 03:43. Memories keep flushing over, tears pour whenever I get some time alone. I'll feel fine and it'll hit me whenever I'm on the bus or tram, The day was a rollercoaster, tears, breakdowns, calmness, anxiety. I stared at the floor during the whole funeral, couldn't handle seeing her name on the coffin just in front of me. Had a stumble when we had our final good bye, could feel my legs tremble, body shutting down. Rescued by the strong arm of a cousin, before gaining control. All thoughts, how she deserved retirement, some calm years, more travles. Thoughts about what I took for granted, didn't say, never fullfilled. She always wanted grand children, the feeling that I disappointed her and that it's too late now. We never used to say "I love you". We did towaads the end. It felt odd. Why did i never say it before? Like she said, "I rarely say it, but when I do, I mean it", but I should have...could have...... Probably need to speak to a professional Realized how dnagerous it is to browse through old albums. It hurts, but I want to please log in to view this image Mix that with some of her faovurite songs and I have the perfect emotional mess
It may seem counter-intuitive but all these thoughts, reflections, guilt and intense emotions are laying the bedrock for you being able to deal with the future. The day of the funeral is the darkest hour. Dawn will come. Look after yourself and keep talking and messaging.
I'm so sorry for your loss Febbos. What you have wrote here is so strong and I can feel the absolute pain in every word. Maybe in a period of time you should come back and read it. 6 months/a year from now read it again and see how strong you have been. Your mum knew you loved her, in love sometimes actions speak louder than words. Thanks for sharing fella it will help. Take care .